Where to Start…

So much has happened since the end of June. Including my very interesting “love” life. The last you guys knew I was dating Liam who was away at basic.

Well, Fair started the 14th of July where I basically live in my camper for ten days and show my animals. The Fair Grounds aren’t too far from my house, so the rest of my family usually goes home at night while I stay there. The 2016 Fair I met a fellow 4her and hog shower, Kasey, and he ended up becoming my first boyfriend. He and his family also camped at the fairgrounds that week and we hung out constantly. At nights we would wait until my family left and he would sneak over to my camper and we would talk and cuddle until 4 am each morning. The whole situation became like my own fairytale and I fell for him until September rolled around and he broke my heart. Although he hurt me and messed me up for a long time we still stayed friends.

So flash forward until 2017 Fair where we both showed and lived for ten days. At this point, we were friends, but not too close and he had been dating a girl for six months now and I was with Liam. Probably the second or third day of Fair week we started texting and hanging out non stop. He was aware I had a boyfriend and I knew about Ashley his girlfriend. Roughly the fourth day of Fair and Ashley and his six month anniversary he broke things off with her. I was sitting there with one of my friends and she was helping him, but I stayed quiet because he knew I wasn’t a fan of Ashley.

After spending more and more time together we became inseparable. At nights a group of us 4h kids would take a projector and a sheet and show a movie every night for the last three or four nights for whoever wanted to come watch. Kids I had never even talked to would pass out right in front of my camper. Kasey would always come over and watch them and sit right next to me. As the days and endless nights would go on we became very flirty with one another. We’d tease each other and steal one another’s things and it’d always end with us cuddling and watching the movies we played.I knew it was wrong and I shouldn’t be doing that to Liam. but it didn’t stop me.

I had never really gotten over Kasey and we had started spending so much time together it was like he had never hurt me. The last two nights of Fair the cuddling turned into kissing and then sneaking off and making out. After Kasey and I talked we both agreed that staying friends would be better and that we had tried dating once and it didn’t work out. We have now coined the term “Fair Fling” and to this day we’re still friends and plan to fling this summer as well. Yes I know it’s a little weird, but we both have very poor luck when it comes to relationships.

I never once regretted the whole situation because when Liam came home he refused to talk to me and we broke up because he no longer wanted a girlfriend. He still has no clue what happened between Kasey and I and probably will never know, because in October he was arrested and he hasn’t been back since.

So that’s as far as we’re going tonight and that’s not even close to caught up yet… Ask questions if need be I’m not afraid to explain some things.

One thought on “Where to Start…

  1. I can understand, why you did what you did. I have a guy that could do anything and I would run back to him in a second, no matter what.
    Even though he hurt me, I would forget in a second.
    If I could even have a fling with him, I would.

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